Over you

I had been so confident in the choice I had made.

I was tired of being treated as if I was last months trash to you.

I cared about everything that had happened to you.

We fought because I cared, and I knew you had more potential than you were letting on to. 

So I had finally had enough.

I gave up on the thought that you and I could ever be together again. 

I didn't want to be hurt anymore. 

I did what was best for myself.

What was healthiest for me.

Now, I see you with other people. 

I'm not jealous. 

I'm angry, how could I have had wasted so much time on someone like you. 

Seeing you two together makes me sick. Goodbye to the old you. 

Goodbye to the old us.

Choices

  In life, we have many choices that we have to make. Whether they are about something so small, such as what you're going to eat next, or as large and important as what you're going to choose as a career path. Either choice you have to make, effects you, just in different severities. 

   When you are forced to make decisions, those are the hardest choices to make. What if you don't make the right decision, what if you don't make everyone happy with the decision you make? What if you second guess yourself? What are you supposed to do then? Turn back and hope all those you disappointed forgive you? Or just keep going and know that the destiny you out into place is where you're supposed to be. Friends are supposed to be there for you no matter what. Some are, and some aren't. 

   Making the wrong decision scares me, I like to get everything right the first time. If I don't get it right the first time then I get angry. All the decisions I have made up until now in my life I have been proud of. I hope that the decisions that I've made will continue to be the right ones and I don't have to worry about what I've done. And what I choose.